whenever men compliment me, i can’t help but say, “i know.” not to be cocky or whatever, i just don’t want them to feel like they’re discovered how valuable i am before anyone else. i discovered myself. you’re just here to admire me.
you don’t get to tell me who i am. you don’t get to be the reason for my self confidence. it was there before you, and it will be there after you.
girlies i swEAR the earth used to be different, and then THE LOVE LANGUAGE TYPES CAME OUT. we all started acting diff and the world has never been the same ..
WHEN THE H2O MERMAIDS SEE THE FULL MOON AND THEYRE LIKE 🌕👄🌕
THATS MY MF CHILDHOOD BABYYYYYY
if you’re ever feeling alone, looking up what a highly sensitive person is. you’re not alone, babe. i’m feeling it too 😍 (if u tell me)
kissing luigi is the only thing that will ever satiate my thirst. i need him. i want him. i LOVE him.
yall ever just feel lost and alone but cant find ur way back to society
i hate how avpd makes other people criticize and target you (which triggers trauma memories) because like
i literally learnt to keep to myself, not speak unless spoken to and to never initiate relationships because i was repeatedly traumatized by the cruelty of others as a fucking survival mechanism, but that makes me “awkward” which makes people target me more for their fucked up cruel “jokes” and shit. because it’s just oh so fucking funny to pick an “awkward” person and make them feel as violated and unsafe as possible, because they’re not normal like us. in fact who’s to say they’re even a person at all! they don’t see me as human because of the coping mechanism i literally developed to protect myself from dehumanization.
it’s even a joke among my acquaintances and casual friends. that i’m just sOoOoOooOoOooO awkward haha! no-one knows how to talk to me! i made all that time we spent together before we were acquainted so awkward because i’m so so quiet and weird! i thought you were so weird and stupid haha! everyone thinks of you that way! why aren’t you laughing? it’s funny! it’s funny everyone makes assumptions and treats you like shit because of things out of your control!
i hate it so much
Not many people talk about how deep emotional neglect hurts you.
I’m afraid to want things. I’m afraid to ask for help. I’m afraid to tell someone something if they seem in a bad mood. I can’t process when someone is nice to me. I can’t handle rejection, but my brain literally short circuits if someone gives me a compliment to the point where sometimes the rejection is better.
There are lots of overlap with emotional abuse, but emotional neglect hurts just as much. And it’s even worse that it usually goes undetected, so a lot of people can’t tell they’re being neglected until it’s too late.
getting irrationally angry when my neighbors make any noise when i’m having quiet time
girls who have birthdays are hot but girls who cry r hotter
i think the saddest thing about our culture is that we assume we have to be “good” at something to do it. like nobody just writes or draws or whatever bc it’s fucking fun.
everyone’s like “you should make a career out of that” if ur good something and it pisses me off bc i’m like nah man i just wanna dO a thing !! i don’t wanna work i am just a girl who wants to have fun !!!!! >:(
i want to be experimented on like a little rat
ate a bagel with cream cheese and IMMEDIATELY had to take a shit
